Random stuff going through my head at the moment:

….what is my purpose in life? Do we all have a sole purpose in life, for example maybe to give some advise to ‘the one’? or brighten up ‘the one’ day by smiling at him/her? OR do we all have a ‘fixed script’ life going on and everything that you think happened by sheer luck or coincidence has all already been written down somewhere; like everything that happened has a reason for it happening? OR it could be that fixed script thing except that only the ends are fixed but how to get to that end is not. OR it’s a fixed script but the ‘wild card’ would be luck itself, hence you are all given a certain fate but only through luck you can alter it slightly. These matters are too tough for me to handle at this time and age. I’ll deal with them later…

…what if I didn’t pass that test. The test that ultimately changed my life. Here’s the summary of what happened. I was in standard 3 (that’s about 9 to 10 years ago) and the test was called PTS. It was basically an experiment held by the ministry of education. It was sort of like an IQ test with an essay at the end, which tested your language. If a student passed the test with flying colours, he would qualify to skip standard 4 and move on to standard 5. So my teacher was reading out the results (ie who got in) to the class and guess what guys, my name was the last one read. I remember me saying ‘Hope its not me, hope its not me’ and my teacher smiled to me and said, ‘you passed’. I can honestly say that I don’t know how I did it. I cannot imagine what would happen if that name was not mine. All the people that I know would be different. My friends would be different. All the people I would have met in the future would be different. My personality might be different (mixing with people 1 year older than you can have a significant impact on personality and behaviour)… basically that I wouldn’t be who I am now if it wasn’t for it. In fact I wouldn’t be writing this if that name weren’t me (ooo paradox). I would not change it for the world though. I love my friends and my life that I have now…

… the science of attraction, something that I would not mind studying or researching when I grow up. What I know so far is that females generally prefer men who are taller than they are. Treat it like a cut off point before they look at other things I think. (this is only a general assumptions and probably would not be true as I lack the evidence to back this statement up). Females also tend to look at personality more than looks compared to men, but of course physical attraction must be there as well. For example, if a girl would to pick a date from 5 men (all of them are not as ‘hot’ as 1 another) and she is also given about 3 mins to find out about that person, she might pick the 1 which was not the hottest if he has a better personality than the hotter guy. Guys however tend to go for the hottest 1 almost automatically. I read this ages ago and I’m not sure if its true or just a hypothesis but apparently a person would be attracted to the person with the same skin shade (not implying race as there can be dark Caucasians or white Asians or fair Indians) and face texture as the person who delivered them. (I think its because the 1st person we see would be that person, then only our mother next and father and etc.) But of course, in life anything can happen so this would change a lot, also depending on how you were brought up…

… the ONLY class for the whole year that I went to (that is in the afternoon stream) I met Lara. Haha another funny coincidence. But I mite jinx our relationship so I would not dwell on this anymore…

Quotes of the day: 'Actions speaks louder than words.' Words not deeds its like a garden full of weeds'