My inner thoughts

Monday, September 12, 2005

Funny thing how someone, just by talking to them or seeing them, can change the way u feel in an instant. He/she will lift your spirits up when your down, take you through tough times.
It happened to me today,
I was feeling down and stressed out before the test, yet after seeing her suddenly I feel happy and relaxed. Seeing her smile melts away all the negative things in me. Hearing her voice drowns out all the negative thoughts. Although she is pretty much the cause of these negative thoughts (subject of another post probably), it doesn really matter… good triumphs in the end, light over dark
What a wonderful feeling. The days problems, washed away by an adrenalin rush, my heart beats faster, and for that moment, all burdens are off my shoulders. Usually when I find out that I had screwed up badly in a test, I feel very frustrated and angry cause I know I could do so much better, yet today I feel the opposite. She sat beside me during the test, making me distracted almost all the time as I was asking myself questions …….will she leave early? Should I leave when she does? If I don’t leave when she does then I won’t get to see her in a long time….. All this while trying to answer hard questions about stats. So I did the test faster than I usually would. Yet again she is the cause of this problem, me screwing up the test but still I feel happy at the end. Why u mite ask? Because I saw her, I talked to her, we laughed together and that is all I could ask for. And guess what…she stayed for the whole duration of the test. After the test, we sat down and chatted for about an hour or so, caught up on things, I found out more about her, her about me
Then I had to leave to catch the bus, so we said goodbye, I’ll talk to her again over the weekend =), my favourite time of the week. Hopefully we’ll meet up again…..that’s my wish for the night.

'When you are with me, I’m free, I don't care less I believe'
Creed - My sacrifice

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